i have been thinking lately....i feel awful...i tried to kill myself the second time this week and i must say sorry...i didnt post anything this month....i am so sorry...i know i just have you guys. just 4 of you and no one else. even if the number of my watchers is 4,this number means a LOT to me.
its like...i have 4 pearls and if i loose one...ill still have my 3 special and beautiful pearls.
you guys are very dear to me and i must let you know that.
its now up to you. stay or go.
but if you decide to go...dont leave without saying goodbye to your friend that holds you so dear.
so...are you leaving or staying? please let me know.
go